Still waiting…..uniform ready!

The stars aligned in October and the world didn’t end, and unfortunately Jesus didn’t come back either!!  Nibiru is still reported to be flying close by to our planet yet still eludes us.  Antifa didn’t show up on Nov 4th for the much anticipated brawl.  The government didn’t appear to conduct the mass EMP drill we were told to expect and Trump continues to stall on pounding North Korea back to the dark ages  **Insert sigh**

Why do I get so focused on the end of the world or end of society as we know it crap??  I have 2 ‘bug out’ bags (I call them our ‘Oh Shit’ bags actually) at home ready to go 24/7 and constantly look out for new stories about situations spiraling out of control which will require me to suit up and protect my wife and family.  And by suit, I mean my old army uniform! haha….

I don’t want the world to end, I don’t want nuclear war either.  What am I waiting for? I have a good job that keeps me busy, wonderful social life but ache for just something to ‘happen’ that pushes me to put my skills to real use.  My doctor at the VA has put this down to my PTSD, is she right? Is it a case of me being so hyper vigilant and alert that I am simply looking for any reason so lace up my combats boots and start cracking skulls again??

I think I put it down to that simply desire to make a difference.  One that drove me to enlist and continues to drive me now, even if in other ways.  IF it is part of my PTSD, will it ever go away? Am I gonna be one of the old timers threatening to whoop someone’s arse at the movie theatre when I’m 75? haha I pray to Jesus I have mellowed out at that point in my life!

For now I will remain ready, its part of me.  Drill sergeant rants continue to ‘haunt’ me to this day, “stay alert, stay alive” haha.  My wife hears it enough!  So it Antifa comes calling or Nibiru decides to make an appearance.  Follow me!

You can find me in my full battle rattle locked and cocked, perhaps with a walking frame at that point.  But i’ll always be ready!

I am my brother’s keeper!

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Could be quite the weekend!

TGIF guys!!! However, it could prove a rather interesting weekend, depending on how much you read (away from main stream media) and what you believe.

Antifa protests, EMP government drills, blackouts and possible general civil unrest.  What do we make of all this? None of it has made the main stream media, which doesn’t surprise me.  So then we need to decide what is legit news and what is utter bollocks.  I think its fair to say that at the very least, Antifa are trying to rally some of the ‘minions’ for some protesting.  There also seems to be some credible evidence that the government is preparing to run a mock EMP attack drill in some major cities across the US.

I’m honestly up in the air about what’s really going to happen.  My gut tells me that this is going to be one of those more of a bark than actual bite type situations.  That the weekend will come and go without any incidents from anyone.  Having said that,  I am going hunting in the morning but do plan on being home by lunch time ‘just in case’ something happens.  Am I mad for prepping for something that could be utter tripe?  Either way, the soldier in me is still screaming BE PREPARED!

If you are incredibly bored this morning and happen to be reading this, all I say is, be ready for anything and be safe. Make smart,  informed and thought out decisions.

Say a prayer too!! I think God is speaking to us all in ways that some of us are hearing and some are struggling.  My fear is many are not even trying to listen.  We are in troubling times guys and I hope that as a population we can see through the flock and make our own smart decisions.  We are being herded into doing what the establishments want us to do.  They want us to fight each other.  That way, they can come in and initiate radical reforms to law and order, taking away even more God given AND constitutional rights that we are barely clinging on to tat this time.

I am going to stay away from it all and look out for my wife and dog, and myself.  I can honestly say I don’t think I have the self control to not fall into the trap.  I know I will start smacking people around and just play into their hands.  Be the bigger person and make the same decision to stay away too if you know your demons may get the better of you.  The devil wants you to fail every single day and this weekend could be the perfect storm right at your doorstep.

Have water, food and firearms ready this weekend to protect your family, yourself and your property.  May God bless you all.

I am my brothers keeper!

‘Antifa’ Nov 4 2017

Lets not be silly

Another afternoon spent shaking my head at the chatter about the pending protests on Nov 4 across the nation.  If you are considering attending a major city in support of this anti American group please re-think your decision making process.  Antifa has now been officially labeled a Domestic Terrorist group by the FBI and the Dept. of Homeland Security.

When will the untested and unproven youth of today spend a little time researching their own information before declaring that they plan to over throw the government and all those that stand in their way.  I wonder in which direction their way is? What are the plans? I don’t consider myself quite over the hill yet, I’m still in my 30’s even if only just hanging in there.  I have seen much of the world as a traveler and as a soldier. I have seen real poverty and real heart ache.  The Wi-Fi going down in Starbucks or you losing some points on your world of war craft game does not constitute struggle.

The powers that be, not the white house; the real power players behind the scenes that actually run this Country are rubbing their hands together with excitement as they watch America continue to fight each other.  When are we going to wake up and unite as one?  Something they just don’t want to see happen.

President Trump is not the problem with this Country.  It is the self obsessed, over privileged youth who thing the Country owes them something just for being alive and staying in school.  It doesn’t work that way guys.  Go out there and become a decent member of your community.  Stop staying in college until your 40’s, get out there and give back a little.

I am in a rush this afternoon and need to finish and I feel my writing is a little fragmented today.  Writing still allows me a good and therapeutic answer to rising PTSD when I am feeling triggered. And I am feeling a little triggered which is sad since I am home now. I am not in a combat zone, but I feel one is around the corner.

If the ‘Antifa’ supporters and those with a similar cause decide they want to take the fight to the people, I ask that you reconsider. This is a fight you will not win. Put your chi green tea down for 2 minutes and think about it.  I don’t want to see violence in our towns and cities but if you start it, there are Patriots who will finish it.  I live in a city that I feel may be subjected to a violent Nov 4 and I pray I am wrong.  Do not throw away your life so early, do some of your own reading and your own research and understand that waving sticks and stomping your feet is not going to win this one.

Your freedom is not written by a politician with ink, it is written and provided by the veterans who don’t know you, but serve you and protect you.  Honor that and protest with peace and open ears and hearts.

I am my brothers keeper!